Wow... I wasn't aware of this kind of case.
This track is sad to me, so it expresses very well what you live, right now.
I'm really sorry for you, @G2961 made me aware of it.
Hope you enjoyed your life and find another one on the hell (because everybody will live in hell after death... that is my conclusion of life).
This track really affected me not only because of the track itself, but also because of the context and the situation you lived.
This track is going be my very favourite one forever, I guess. I can still listen to Clayton, Jesse, Stephen, and even Christian, but now, I'll listen to this track at any moment, non-stop, even when I sleep.
This is how I support someone.